Unbelievable
I have the most perfect girlfriend.. and I don’t really know how.. I mean, after everything I’ve done, thought and said, all of which she knows, she still gets into bed with me every Monday for cuddles… and there is no denying it, I’ve been a cunt.. I went on a holiday and told her I might like another girl, I snuck to this girls house, I made out with her at a party.. I can bearly type that and call myself me.. but thats it, even when I’ve taken advantage of her Love, when I’ve broken her heart and she has no reason to trust me, she still Loves me, and by God I Love her…
So here’s a little note to you Wiz, for if and when you read this.. I couldn’t do without you, you are the finger in my ear, the apple of my eye and the T in my Ree… I’m sorry for what I’ve done, and said, and thought.. Believe me when I say I didnt realise what I could loose until I lost it, and dont think i dont remind myself of how stupid I was to even try and think that before anything happened… Every morning I wake up disappointed because you’re not where you were in my dream, I can’t feel you next to me.. but when I wake up in bed with you, well, I’d be happy to stay there for lifetimes over.. I hope that maybe sometime I can do one big thing that acts as maybe a culmination of my sorrys for being the stupid, idiotic me who you hated in February.. but I guess until that point I’ll have to keep chipping away..
I Love you with my whole entire heart Lizzie..
Love more than ever, Jason xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
